Feeling like…

I have been working my way through a fairly lengthy interview process…it is a government job so it isn’t as simple as an interview and a yes or no.  It’s a process.  It started in June…and ended today.  Today I received an email saying that I wasn’t qualified for the job.  I didn’t get it.  The process is over.

 

And I am tired of feeling like a failure.  I am tired of feeling like I have failed.   I am tired of not knowing what comes next. I am tired of feeling like I have no direction.  I am tired.

Tired…and frustrated…and angry…and discouraged…and overwhelmed…and hurt…and feeling foolish for feeling this way at all.